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About Me Member General Artist Kanashimi177Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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I admit...

Mon Apr 6, 2009, 7:09 PM
that I'm ignoring studying for my math test for this. :D

~LevimHoshi tagged me for this, but I won't be tagging anyone else because I HAVE NO FRIENDS. DX But, if you happen to come across this and havn't done, feel free to tag whoever you want. :)

Game's to admit however many things you want, but to admit at least 5. Let's see if I can think of anything, lol.

1. I admit that one of my dreams is to travel the world and see all of its wonders with my own two eyes. I've always wanted to go to different places as a kid, but my interest has done nothing but grow over the years to encompass the whole wide world.

2. I admit that my friends and family mean the world to me. I hate that I'm so bad at conversation or keeping in touch with those who aren't as close, but I truly love each and every person who I consider a friend and considers me their friend. I also hate that I'm so bad at expressing it, but I have gotten better by the day. :D I also love my family like no tomorrow. I regret being a typical teenager and cursing them as I started middle school, but I've come to learn that they will always be a part of who I am and I wouldn't change that for the world.

3. I admit that I'm extremely emotional. XD If you couldn't tell from the above passage, at least. I always have been, but also always had trouble expressing them. I'd keep them pent up and be depressed over them all the time. But now, it's much better and I probably express myself more than people would like. :D

4. I admit that as modest as I tend to be, I'm also quite egotistical to myself. The modesty isn't a front, but it's how I react in public. But, in my thoughts, I tend to give myself the credit people give me and sometimes more. (Maybe too much at times, lol)

5. I admit that I'm afraid of growing up. I know it's normal for teenagers to not want to grow up and face the real world, but I'm afraid that I'm not good enough and that I'll fail in the end. And it's not like when you fail a test or homework or even a game. There's no extra credit or reset button: and that's kind of daunting. ^^;

6. I admit that I'm hopeless when I like someone. Whenever anyone asks, I go into denial as if I really don't like the person. I'm always rash and mean to whoever I like to keep them from knowing. Then I always feel depressed about the fact they could never like me (It's stupid. I knooow) Like most things, I've gotten mostly better. But, I still believe that the person I like could never like me back, as much as they make me believe they could. DX

7. I admit that I overreact to everything. That's always been true, still is and always will be. :D

8. I admit that I love my life (right now, haha). I've been through a lot (even for just 15 years), a lot of things have changed, a lot of things have been left behind, and a lot of things have become new. And I wouldn't want to change any part of it at all. I believe that everything in my life happened for some reason, whether for real or for a reason I give it. Either way, I've learn to love both the good and bad things that have happened to me and I greet the future (mostly) with open arms.

9. I admit that I believe there might be some higher being or greater force watching over us. I don't necessarily believe that it's the traditional Christian God or Muslim Allah or Buddist Buddah. Religion has always been a concept that I could never understand for myself. But, I do believe that there is such thing as Fate but also that we can somewhat control it. (Paradoxical, I know)

10. I admit that I'm happier now more than I've ever been. I feel like Life's really just starting to begin for me. And I couldn't ask for anything more.

Haaaaaaa, sorry it's so long, personal-like, and detailed. I probably admitted like 2985234 things in this. XD I like talking about myself (GRAH, I'M SO SELF-ABSORBED). Wellllll, if you read it all, congrats to you. If not, well that's ok too.

And since I was so truthful in all of this, I'll be truthful to my mood too. XP

  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: Say U Love Me
  • Reading: Nothing, Even though I should. *sigh*
  • Watching: Lovely Complex. But I'm already on ep 21!!!!!
  • Eating: Strawberries~

Devious Info

  • Interests: Drawing. And Gaming. And writing... I think?
  • Favourite movie: Uhhh... huh... I think anything funny or disney
  • Favourite artist: Anyone who loves and has pride in all they create, and keep doing just that even against the world
  • Favourite style of art: Western (cartoon), realistic, original anime (ironic, I know)
  • Favourite game: ROOOOCK BAAAND
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstaion 2 (SO OLD.. But I like it)
  • Personal Quote: Stand tall, even if everyone seems to be putting you down.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Paper, color pencils

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Comments


:iconlevimhoshi:
Hi!

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Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious... and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. - Walt Disney
:iconkanashimi177:
Why hello. Long time, no speak! How've you been?
What shenanigans have you been up to since last we spoke?

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Wheeeee~
Life sure doesn't suck as much anymore!
Know any good shows?
:iconlevimhoshi:
>D All sorts of stuff, new series, working hard in IB, but I must say this year is killing me.

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Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious... and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. - Walt Disney
:iconkanashimi177:
Oh yes, I recall that new beau of Ker's. Why the sudden change, by the way?
Yeah, this year's kicking my sorry ass, too. >___o

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Wheeeee~
Life sure doesn't suck as much anymore!
Know any good shows?
:iconlevimhoshi:
Oh, well, as much as I love Carpet, (so cute!) I thought a change of scene was needed for Ker because she needs her own series to star in. Something original. There's more about it in the newest picture if you're interested. ;)

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Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious... and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. - Walt Disney
:icona-yellow-babycake:
thank you for the faves :hug:
I'm glad you enjoyed the art ^^

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B A N K A I !! :meow:
:iconroyalocean:
Thanks so much for the favorite (:

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It's nobody's business what's in my cup, what's in your cup, what's in their cup. It's your cup, drink it. Fuck you, and whatever was in my cup, I'm going to keep drinking it. Suck my dick, and my cup. - Lil Wayne
Hidden by Owner
:iconlevimhoshi:
:glomp: -gets wierd look-

...What?

I haven't glomped you recently, Hatty-san...

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Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious... and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. - Walt Disney
:iconkanashimi177:
haha.
:fork: -strange look-

What? I haven't forked you in a while, Rivy-chan. ;p

how have you been, friend?

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Wheeeee~
Life sure doesn't suck as much anymore!
Know any good shows?

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